Answers~ =] (I'm bored again, ok?)

1. Miracle: Cascada

2. Away From the Sun: 3 Doors Down

3. My Savior, My God: Aaron Shust

4. My Happy Ending: Avril Lavigne

5. Wherever You Will Go: The Calling

6. Get Out (Leave): JoJo

7. Bad Boy: Cascada

8. The Voice of Truth: Casting Crowns

9. Good Day: The Click Five

10. Midnight Highway: Daphne loves Derby

11. What If I Stumble: DC Talk

12. Listen to Your Heart: DHT

13. Iris: Goo Goo Dolls

14. Wake Me Up When September Ends: Greenday

15. Salvation is Here: Hillsong United

16. Best Mistake: Jamison Parker

17. Take My Hand: The Kry

18. You and Me: Lifehouse

19.The Everglow: Mae

20.  If Only Tears Could Bring You: Midnight Sons

21. Angel of Mine: Monica

22. So Sick of Love Songs: Neo

23. To Know You: Nicole Nordeman

24. Elephant Love Medley: Moulin Rouge

25. I am For You: Waking Ashland

26. My Boo: Alicia Keys & Usher

27. Breaking the Habit: Linkin Park

28. Dirty Little Secret: The All-American Rejects

29. Just the Girl: The Click Five

30. Because You Live: Jesse McCartney

I am sooo bored and this proves it~ if you can guess the titles to all these songs, I'll give you a prize~ =] It's gonna be hard cause I'm not gonna use any of the chorus parts~ ^^(yes, I have no life) XP I'll post the answers like..later on in the week~

1. Boy meets girl. You were my dream, my world. But I was blind. You cheated on me from behind.

2. I'm tired of living in the dark. Can anyone see me down here? The feeling's gone. There's nothing left to lift me up back into the world I know.

3. That he would leave his place on high and come for sinful men to die. You count it strange so once did I before I knew my savior.

4. You were all the things I thought I knew and I thought we could be...

5. And maybe I'll find out a way to make it back someday to watch you, to guide you through the darkest of your days.

6. I never thought that anyone could make me feel this way. Now that you're here why all I want is just the chance to say...

7. Remember the feelings, remember the day, my stone heart was breaking, my love ran away.

8. But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me. Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed. The waves they keep on telling me time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!" "You'll never win!"

9. I'm freaking out about what's ahead, maybe I'll just stay in bed. cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head so I tell it to myself again.

10. Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night. This idle hour just won't pass.

11. Father please forgive me for I cannot compose the fear that lives within me or the rate at which it grows.

12. Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile. The precious moments are all lost in the tides. They're swept away and nothing is what it seems...

13. And I'd give up forever to touch you. Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now.

14. Summer has come and past the innocent can never last...

15. God above all the world in motion. God above all my hopes and fears. And I don't care what the world throws at me now. I'm gonna be alright!

16. Let's shake and burn, like an addict. My hearings dead, only static. If I said your smile's all that mattered, would you save my life?

17. Don't live in the past cause yesterday's gone. Wishing memories would last. You're afraid to carry on.

18. What day is it and in what month, this clock never seemed so alive.

19. I think that we've got what it takes to get this heart start beating again.

20. How will I start tomorrow without you here? Who's heart will guide me while all the answers disappear? Is it too late, are you too far gone to stay? Best friends forever, should never have to go away.

21. When I first saw you I already knew there was something inside of you. Something I thought that i would never find...

22. Gotta fix that calendar I have that's marked July 15th because since there's no more you there's no more anniversary. I'm so fed up with my throughts of you and your memory. And how every song reminds me of what used to be.

23. Thomas needed proof that you had really risen. Undefeated when he placed his fingers where the nails once broke your skin. Did his faith finally begin?

24. You think that people would have had enough of silly love songs. I look around me and I see it isn't so.

25. Something's very wrong here.Your heart has frozen over and something's very strange here.You've lost all desire

26. Even before all the fame and people screaming your name, girl I was there and you were my baby.

27. Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again. I hurt much more than anytime before I had no options left again.

28. When we live such fragile lives It's the best way we survive. I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you.

29. She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter. Strange as it seems she's the one I'm after.

30. Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart, it's the end of the world in my mind. Then your voice pulls me back like a wakeup call. I've been looking for the answer somewhere. I didn't know that it was right there. But now I know what I didn't know...

*wow...a lot of songs...hehe~ good luck!! =] *

Prom 2006: a night to remember...a night I want to relive over and over again~

Graduation: a sad day..i don't think I've cried so much since my grandfather died..

It's funny how God uses times like these to strengthen my faith in him. I admit when i first found out, i was bitter at God. I just wanted to yell, "Why is it always our family? You already took my grandpa..wasn't that enough??" Then, after a time of family crying, i asked my mom if she was angry with God. She said no, because it's inevitable that people die, and for my grandma, it just happened to come now. Then i remembered that day, i was flipping through the Bible and reading random passages. I came upon Job, and I had this verse underlined.

"Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised." -Job 1:21

I repeated the verse over and over again in my head and it comforted me. I prayed in tears to God to help me overcome these obstacles in my life. I realized then that my priorities were not right. My family came way above God and I became bitter at him whenever something would happen to someone I loved. I never realized how difficult it would be to follow Christ. But the love that I have for my family is not even 1/1000000 of the love that Christ had for me. Thank you God for using this trial to strengthen my faith in you.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trial of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverence." -James 1:2-3 

hey guys..juss something i thought i should say..my grandma from my mom's side in Korea had a stroke the day before i got back from the retreat. She was in a coma but she woke up yesterday, but half her body was paralyzed. She was in the house alone and it had been hours since she had the stroke that anyone found her. Today, we received a phone call from one of my aunts saying that she went into surgery because the other half of her body was paralyzed. We just got another call right now saying that the doctors said that it wouldn't matter if she got the surgery or not. She only has a few days to live...

I promised God that I would follow him whatever the cost...i didn't know God would test me so soon...my parents are suffering healthwise too and iunno how this will affect them...i just feel as though Satan is already doing whatever he can to prevent me from following and becoming a disciple of Christ. I really ask u guys to pray for my grandma, my family, and for myself to be able to see through this time of hardship and know that this is all part of God's divine plan. I know this is just the beginning of the journey of discipleship, but...why does it have to be so hard...